Words...

What is this? I have to think about it.
-Calm down, take big chunks of air.
-Ssst, listen to the beating.
-It's to high.
-Calm it down.
-Look around.
-What do you see now?
-Observe everything.
-Do not interact.
-All you need to do is observe and analyse.

The best way I should do things....fuck it, that is not me. I like to heart my own beating while I rush things to the end. There is no need to stay calm. I need adrenaline in my blood. I need to feel the rush. I need to see my hands shaking........They keep me alive....