miercuri, 11 iulie 2012


What is this? I have to think about it.
-Calm down, take big chunks of air.
-Ssst, listen to the beating.
-It's to high.
-Calm it down.
-Look around.
-What do you see now?
-Observe everything.
-Do not interact.
-All you need to do is observe and analyse.

The best way I should do things....fuck it, that is not me. I like to heart my own beating while I rush things to the end. There is no need to stay calm. I need adrenaline in my blood. I need to feel the rush. I need to see my hands shaking........They keep me alive....

duminică, 1 iulie 2012

MOBA games and the shit

I am not new to MOBA games but I kind of got tired of them, really tired. Now I am looking around I see dota2 making noise. If you ask me Valve is going after George Lucas. Let's get all the money, why not? 

I will start with dota. Dota was a nice game. It was new and was something exciting. After dota I switched to HON. Why you would ask. Because it's the new generation MOBA game that all the pros should play. I don't want delay because I don't know what the reason is(in dota it was because of the engine limitation). I want my hero to respond ASAP cause I am over 200 apm fucker that does a lot of shit.and yes, it's 2012 and all the restrictions are off since we are technological evolved as fuck. I don't like LoL because I think it's a fucking stupid game. You have splash damage on ranged heroes. Are you fucking with me? 

Now, why do I think dota2 is a fucking cash money project? Because it's the same fucking game. Oh yes, they added all the shit that HoN has. Yes dudes, you stole that shit. I know HoN got some heroes and and the base idea from Guinso and IceFrog but the rest they did from scratch. They went around the community and asked what they wanted. They did not went like little bitches and stole features from different titles. I was in HoN from the second month of closed beta(veteran fucker here) and I still play from time to time and I remember how the old map was and the old Menu with only the public matches and only PSR and shit like that. I have around 4000 matches in HoN since closed beta. I played a lot, non-stop only HoN and I know what I am talking about. 
Now, I see a lot of  embryos coming out and going: DOTA2 and MOBAs. You shit head You have no idea what dota2 is all about. It's about getting all the money they can with 0 new shit. Yes, dude. It's the same old delay system(for I don't know what reason), same old heroes, same old map and same old everything...oh wait, yes, they stole the other features of HoN. Pretty smart Valve.

So please, before talking shit please make sure you had desert. 


marți, 19 iunie 2012


[...]And there I was, in front of the mirror looking hard to notice something when a terrible roar made me look closer. I notice a shadow painted deep inside of me. It was my dark passenger that was with me from the moment I decided to look in places that I ignore until that moment. He always clouded my judgement and decision making. It's was like I was having a twin that would make the other decision. It was like the line would spilt in two and every time I would take decision A he would take decision B, but at one point we would meet and we would decide together what to do.
I know that from every nightmare you wake up on the point of death but that was not an option for me. I was trying to show him that I have my own way of getting out.
Looking harder in the mirror I noticed something weird coming out of it and without thinking I touched it.

The city was lonely at that point. Rain was coming down on us that night. It was like angels lips were bleeding with no one to care. As I was looking out the window I noticed a spark in the darkness. I was hopping for some light(I was fool to think that there was light in this uncontrollable night)
I grabbed my coat and hat and jumped down the windows to try and catch that spark of light. She went away as I was chasing her. At one point I stopped to catch my breath. I looked down into the water and notice my own reflection. This is madness I told myself, as I was taking huge amounts of air into my lungs.
I was chasing a ghost, an imagine, something that is not there. I stooped chasing it and decided to go to my car and take a ride into the city.
As I was driving behind me came a pair of huge lights.........

I was laying down on the floor not knowing what happened[...]

miercuri, 7 martie 2012

Alan [Fucking] Wake

I neglected this blog for some time now because work was pretty on my schedule and I started to play SC2, but Alan Wake was out on PC and I wanted to see how it feels because Microsoft went with the whole idea of: "This game plays best from the couch" like fuck it does, look at Dead Space, and it did not let Remedy to publish it on windows from the start. However I support the 360 and I get the part where they want games only for 360.

So I purchased Alan Wake, not that I did not played it on my 360, and I started to play just to check out the graphics on PC. In case you are wondering, I was playing it on a ATI HD 6950 in 1080p, FUCK YEAH!!!

I really like the whole scene how it introduced itself, but I got a little upset when I was looking at Alan's shotgun going through his hand and the textures on the cars were the same as on Xbox 360. However, they did a nice job of bringing a nice game to PC and telling Microsoft to jack off from the couch while inventing a masturbation game that requires Kinect.

So to close this up, Alan Wake is a nice port that you must have.

Now seriously, why the fuck are terran's so OP in SC2? :|

vineri, 18 noiembrie 2011


Last piece of the puzzle is here: Modern Warfare 3. I have to admit that this one really got to me.  I liked the 1st MW and after I played the second one I felt pretty disappointed. Like the super mega idea was to add 3 more nukes in the story, yes, that sucked and not in a good way.  But MW3 really got me in the moment. Typical Hollywood scenes, story, actors and effects; all with the same old game engine. I think it’s pretty good to not start working on a new engine and find out that you don’t have time to finish the game or the engine like other studios…Oh snap, yes I did. J

Now, what I liked about this one was that it really got me. I was unable to smoke a cigar for like 3 hours, thank god I needed a bathroom break. Now, the game is not that long but it offers a fist full of Hollywood effects and moments. It’s like the game is Santa and you are a little bastard boy dressed up in your army suit waiting for the grenades on a Christmas snow day parade.

The story is pretty predictable with a little surprise, Soap dies and the only sole survivor of this tale is Price. I know I spoiled the game for you now. Oh well you can blame Activision for that. And you can blame Activision for the high price. Yes you bastards, 60 euros are a high price.

Well I liked the game for he’s full length of 4 -5 hours.  It’s somehow like Black Ops; it gets you in the action from start to the beginning and it does not let you breath unless you say uncle.

Nothing bad to say about it, only that the engine is pretty old and graphics are pretty smudged but it still compensates with the action going around you. And you will hardly observe the graphics when you have to follow X and Y and kill Z and get to the H etc. etc. etc.
It’s still a good game. The best in the series I would say but don’t spend 60 euros on it. Go to a friend’s house. Play it there. ;)